Just when I pretend that I’m moving through this all, I find a beautiful reminder of you.
Today that reminder came in the form of an old friend’s website. He’s a photographer and I just wanted to catch up on his work. One of his documentary projects was following a dear friend through her battle with cancer. She went through surgery, chemo, having a port in and out, nausea, pain….it was the path you walked the last months of your life. Pete’s dear friend lost her battle, too. And today, I broke down and cried. It was as if I lost you all over again.
I miss you and it hurts. I try to move along…doing what needs to be done. Sometimes I am okay. And then there are days like today when the reality hits hard and fast and I crumble. You were such a big part of my life and I miss you so much it hurts.
I just wanted you to know.